Is she fat??

and when i say "she", i mean me. i am seriously trapped in the awkward stage of my stomach getting bigger, but it doesn't quite look like im prego. if i try and push out my stomach to make it look bigger, it still doesn't make me look pregnant (unless its at night, or right after i eat) and just makes me look a tad chubbier. so now i feel like whenever people look at me they just wonder if im chubby in the tummy.

jordan bought me the bella band and it has seriously saved my life. it hurts my stomach when i sit down with my pants done up, so with the bella band i am able to undo my top button and no one can tell!! before i started wearing it i would walk out of movie theaters (and when i say "theaters" i mean it...it has happened multiple times) with my pants totally undon and wouldnt even realize. one time when it happened at a restaurant i realized but thats just because my tanktop came up, and my pants were totally undon (including the zipper) so it was a tad noticeable with the slight draft i felt on my midsection. awkward. thank you jordan. and thank you bella band creators.

on another pregnancy note, tanner got me mama mio tummy rub which is this thick lotion that is supposed to help with not getting stretch marks. so i apply it wherever is getting larger on my body and its going well so far...especially considering i haven't grown too much yet :). who knows if i am even going to get stretch marks, but i like the way the lotion smells, and we all know utah is a killer with getting dry skin so i really am loving this too.

im so glad we have so many resources for things that we need now a days. i love it!!